i find myself looking at my notes with a pounding head.
seeing the words but yet, not
seeing them.
the words on my notes just stares back at me blurry, nothing is getting into this brain of mine.
studying never felt so much like dying before.
i have a new mantra: "it's only until Friday. it's only until Friday.
if only it helps me more in a motivational kind of way. starting out it did, but as time passes, it just brings a sense of dread upon my shoulders.
sigh. tomorrow never felt so bleak.
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dear brain,
please cooperate with me just till this Friday.
welcome every information on advance database with a smile and open arms.
you can toss them out after Friday.
let's just work hand in hand now to make things easy for both of us.
sincerely,
me